z’S Thought Of The Day

I mz say i can’t really sleep rite now (before/after midnight). now-adays to be specific. a shot of bombay would definitely help. haha, correx anot dr.bombay? neh, nt that desperate. can’t really tell wad is happenin. it’s either i’m nt tired enuf or The… i mean ‘The Investment’ matter is botherin me. 

Oo wad did u know? i used to blog.. 2 years ago.lmao. kinda interesting to read back those old stuffs u know for a moment. i think it is becuz i’ve totally forgotten wad i wrote and i’m like readin someone’s blog. anyway, it’s kinda cool to read someone’s blog. why don’t i cont yea. neh am jz bored at the moment =) it’s abit of both i’d sey. 

Reminder: it’s the 28thFeb !! ms.hottie i think most probably u’ll read this =p jz forget abt the negatives and u’ll be fine. c’mon take look at yrself. u’ve already startin to look hot again and takin sexy pics (take more). pls arh, no more sun-bathing under the hot sun. i know u wanna look hot bt that’s nt the way. i rest my case.

so 10 days have passed since i wrote my previous blog. time passes really fast if you are spending time on "time wasters". dota and yam char for example. i have been goin out takei and yam char sessions with friends quite often for the past 10 nights. i have told myself to stay away from mamak foods for 1 or 2 weeks. dam sick. basically i got to plan for my holidays as soon as possible. ITS ALREADY 13th Nov -

unfortunately its not only mamak food, i got to stop eating maluri foods and mcdonalds. too much of it, dam sick. fortunately i know what kind of food suits me best. home dinner - wont get bored eating . *thumbs up for LEE’s chefs* clap * clap* clap*

Holiday - 2 months sounds like damn long, nah.. i don’t think so. think got my timetable planned well. i hope so. with studies/tuition, performance pratice, games/TVs and also Prom stuffs. other than that, doing work in mom’s office - tiring =\. extra time maybe for yam char sessions or going out for movies with friends.

i wonder is it everything are like the game "The Sims" where you have to increase + relationship with others. or is it some ppl just dont know how appreciate friendship. i feel bad when passing by them. it turned out to be we are like HieBye Friends. some of them were once close to me, once we had laughter and chit-chaters, we turned out to ignore each other. what a pity isn’t it.

this suddenly triggered into my mind when i scrolled back into my testimonials. even tough it is not 100-200 or even 300 testimonials. for my testimonials dun even reach 60 that i have this sad feeling. some of them wrote wonderful things about me. interesting stuff that will remind me about them. what have happened. or some of the testimonials just turned out to be fakes.

btw, am quite dissapointed with myself. not because of the friendship thingy that i have said above. is that my hardworking study reputation that i once had. i drop damn bad this year. because i assumed i had been succesful before, i hope theres karma.

Article That Got My Attention - Too my Surprise

Drums and percussions as a therapy have come under the medical microscope of late, due to their tremendous psychological and emotional benefits. Scientific studies are being conducted to establish the relationship between physical, emotional and psychological benefits, music therapy, particularly those associated with percussions. The results are in : Those who play drums have lower stress level compared with those that don’t.

I think any instrument will do. For those who wanna try . Picked From "The Star 2 27.Oct.05" I didnt wanna write the whole article. So thats only a quarter of it.

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think thats why i feel happier since i’ve been jamming with zy. can make certain ppl laugh and myself too. which means i think i got a better sense of humour. thats goodnews. which means more too chat when ppl are around and wont feel bored.

karen u might wanna try some of those. am serious.

have been working long hours for a week. finally today theres not much work to do. data entering is already owning enough **thousands of them** complicated ones. + because i got class in the morning = super tired in the end of the day. 30 mins nap for me will do if i’m tired **i’m mostly aware of whats happening around during my 30 mins nap =\** i dont really consider it as a nap. but it helps alot.

good thing of working is not only for the $$$$. u’ll learn something instead. so its money + skill. why i say this is because microsoft excel is no longer a stranger to me. in fact i’m quite good at it in handling datas. *clap clap clap*

maybe tonight i’ll have some entertainment. Too My Surprise i have not Dota or Cs for a week. achievement or wad. coincidence i would say, cuz each time after work will be quite late and i’ll just have my dinner and bath. before bed is usually blog or sometimes i’ll be so tired that i just want to have bed and TV.

tomorrow and sat not goin to work. got class to attend . guess work will be continue on sunday/monday.

When i have problems or i wasn’t satisfied with the things that my seniors had done in the early days, the best way to solve it is to talk to them. Thats what communication is supposed to be and also maintaining a relationship. But each time after a talk with my seniors, i’ll regret that i had made that decision talkin to them and it always gets me frustrated. This is because my seniors are supposed to listen to my problems but i ended up being letured instead. SENIORS are u really helping me ? The more i asked the more u will answer wihout thinking about my feelings .Out of 10 approaches maybe only 2 have helped me. Thx Alot !

If you are listening and interrupting at the same time, do u think the person that is talking to u feel comfortable. Btw people with problems do not feel calm. Good Listeners always listen first and think about wad they are gonna say wihout hurting both side’s feelings. I think this is why theres so much problems cuz no one trusted any of u all by telling their problems. They chose to talk among themself rather than talking to u all. Sad to say that .

I really got pissed off badly when i was supposed share my problems, ended up being lectured and asif the person who was lecturing me have more problems than me. Got angry and excused myself and name ended up in the rude list. HAR HAR HAR .

Some people say that i’m rude and those who cant keep their mouth shut, dont think i have forgotten about u.

I chose to listen instead, in this way i get to maintain a relationship and some even Thank ME YAY !. Sounds stupid ? I feel good by helping one.

The Above Is Based on Real Life Experience.

I din made it up. Thats only 1 quarter of it.

Examms my so called "I’m Lovin It" is over. A few ppl asked me "u love exams ?" nola ..sucks. I have to lie to myself that i love exams =) when i dun study much the few months b4. Too Much Dota and Sports and so on. Maybe form 4 its really abit too difficult compared to Form 3, i actualy compared it to form 3 cuz i did really make it then. Intensive in these 3 months that is what i’m gonna do.

Lets not talk abt exam anymore. I’ve been goin for music lessons these few months. For those who are wanting to take music, i really advice that u need a Music Instructor. That was my mistake, i was too ambitious b4 this that i thought i can pick up the instruments myself =( It Sucks Wei. So now i’m kinda ok with it, still learning, handcoring as well since i got the time….. .. .With interest and willing to learn u’ll enjoy it.

Aye caramba, sick of caughing for 1 week still not healing eventough i finished 1 bottle of cough syrup today =.= most embarrassing part was coughing inside the exam hall last week. It sounds dam awful and it even disgusted myself. I wanna apologise to the ppl around me for not makin any complaints. Tq . Unfortunately i’m also on running nose  =( Think is gettin better for both cough and running nose today.

Things i would like to achieve in this 2 and a half months —

1. Studies 1st of course. Main Priority !
2. Jamming Like Hell WIth Lzy as much as possible. Ajak dun wanna jam, i solo that time only wanna join =.=
3. Cs and Dota for entertainment.
4. Sports as much as possible.
5. Certainly spending sometime with friends.

Last Day Of School

During my ronda block after recess, hmm it was quite ok at first. Then while i was chasin the students back into their class, 2 students approached me. One of them asked "Do u know the girl’s bf ?( pls read from the previous post) then i said Ya. Then he started to say "Dont cause too much trouble" Of cuz i said la "Wad trouble" he repeated what he said. I ignore him and din talk much, jz askin him to go back to his class. Woah !! You know wad he said b4 he left "If you dunwan yr Head Kena Pao, dun cause trouble" (-.^)